Thank u for hurting me!!

Why is it that when you have your heart broken you realize that you lost part of yourself somewhere along the way to falling in love? Why do I always cater myself to the guy that I'm dating, tone down the makeup, grow my hair out, change the way I dress? I mean what is so special about him that I need to change for him? Everyday that we were together I got pulled away from the woman that I am a little more. I know that God puts people in our lives for a reason, this one I think was to help me grow as an adult.

Deep down I knew it wasn't gonna last but I was kind of hoping that it would. I guess I really enjoyed the thought of a future with someone...too bad he didn't feel the same. I am right, we are just way too different. He had NO EMOTION AT ALL! and I had too much. If I'm going to be with somebody they need to understand that I'm an emotional woman and I'm outgoing and totally crazy and nerdy!

I absolutely wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm proud of the woman that I've grown into thanks to my wonderful mom.. So as one of the best songs ever says "Take me for what I am who I was meant to be and if you give a damn

TAKE ME BABY OR LEAVE ME!"